sequindaisy's Diaryland Diary
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one more day
so im actually being told to watch out for myself now.
and i guess it's come at an appropriate time.
now i can pass the blame without it ever really seemingly having been on me.
but i won't make the first move until tomorrow.
i won't do it over the phone or through email or anything like that.
that'd be beyond cruel.
i'll be nice.
but clear.
and he'll never want to speak to me again.
but i've been made a promise by cam and alex.
so i won't lose as much as i thought.
i'm going to miss him.
he doesn't know what he's getting himself into here.
though who am i to speak?
if i loved him the same i'd be just as deep into this as he is.
heh. probably more.
6:29 p.m.. - 2007-03-26
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